Overcome Sexual Abuse; Don’t Put Your Life On Hold

“I was abused by my step dad from the age of 9. He thought me to smoke cigarettes and take alcohol. At 10, open-door-emike-bini-1000x625I smoked like him. While we are not smoking or drinking, he was abusing me. My mom couldn’t say anything because he would beat her as he often did. He died of stroke when I was 15. It was hard for me to do anything else since life with him was the only way I knew to live. I had become used to his abuse, i wanted it. I soon got into the street. Mom could not stop me, I was already wild even before the death of her husband. On the street, I had many sex partners and slept with many people just to have food, alcohol, and cigarettes. At 20 I had been to prison up to four times. It was during one of my detention, I was in a cell with someone who claimed he did nothing wrong but was wrongly implicated. Even at that he had a strong believe that God was able to deliver him and restore him to his family. Here was a man in prison who did nothing wrong yet hoping on God to come to his aid, here was me who didn’t deserve to live. The man preached to me and I had a change of heart. I repented but I could not move on with my life. I had dropped out of school, haven’t heard from home in five years, I didn’t know how to move forward…”

The clock ticks as life goes on. Time and tide of life doesn’t wait for you to finish hurting. Get your life back on track again and keep going. Every dream or project you trashed because you thought you are not good enough. It’s time to pick them.

Shalom!

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RAPED AND ABUSED, NEED TO GET OVER IT

?????????????????????????????????????“15 years ago, a man who I trusted and looked up to for protection and care took advantage of me. He did it more than once…I cried until I got used to it. Till date I can still see him coming to me and his face beaming with wicked smiles. I promised to kill him when I grow up but God came into the picture. Continue reading

20 Reasons You May Need To Reconsider Your Relationship As You Step Into The NEW YEAR

  1. If your partner is not earning and doesn’t want to earn. Money is a big issue. Take it seriously. Love will turn sour ???????????????????????when the two of you are broke.
  2. If your partner is a liar, a cheat or a pretender; life is too short to accommodate living a false life. You deserve better
  3. If your partner is not committed. Commitment is a sign that both of you are heading same way. Don’t just HANG; you deserve to be the MAIN person. Continue reading

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It is true that we live in a word where time with God is fast being overtaken by other seemingly important life pursuit, but we must always remember that it’s a deception of the world. Nothing can replace God or His word. Continue reading

Help me Love You

Many times I go against Your laws,

Carried away with the cares of this world,

My heart prefered vanishing pleasure,

I hurt you again,

I made you bleed the second time,

To the grave again I sent your sinnless soul,

But You forgive me,

Drawing me near to You,

In Your warm embrace You keep me safe.

Oh, Your love so incomprehensible.

But for Your grace I am undeserving of Your unceasing love.

Can I ever repay You, Shepherd of my soul?

To You my life I owe

Help me love You till the end of time.